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The USELESS Vampire
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Short, sarcastic, loves black and red.

Will devour your living essence
    This summer has been one of my best and worst. I got to share experiences with so many of my friends following my high school graduation, see my sister, take another step towards getting a license, but life just wouldn't let me be happy for long.

    I haven't felt this shaken since another incident 3 years back that set into motion my relocation to my father's house in Texas. This time though, to be honest I'm not quite sure how I can put the pieces back together. I feel like I'm trying too hard to show positive emotion. I know in my heart that I have the love and support of many but the reality is still too raw for me to stomach without my throat feeling like its swelling shut. I suppose this is some sort of depression? I'm not sure...

    I think about her a lot...I've cried myself to sleep a few...I know that I can get back up from this, but its going to take some time. Please be patient with me, forgive me if I might snap at you, if I might burst into tears out of no where, if my mind drifts off more than usual, and if I might become a little more clingy.

    I am not well, I was not prepared for this possibility, no one is. I may be distant, I may not reply, but that doesn't mean I care any less of any of my loved ones. And don't fret, suicide is for the weak and cowardly, I AM strong and WILL come back to the gray.

    For now though, let me wander in the dark.

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waywardgal Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for taking the time out to favorite my works. It means such a great deal to me that you enjoy my art, and I hope you can consider watching Hug
KMatt14 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Love Nod  :D (Big Grin) La la la la :happybounce:  All things green and happy for you!
Aki-RoseBlood13 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
#1 :eager: by darkmoon3636 Spidey :heart: It's all about the red!
KMatt14 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Student General Artist
Wut?  We just made Christmas!
KMatt14 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the Favs yew :D
AaragonNega Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorite on my Seras Victoria artwork! I'm very honored you liked my drawing and it's great to meet you!
Aki-RoseBlood13 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! It takes patience for detail which i can tell you have a lot of, in the end the results of your work is astounding. And the honor is all mine to receive a response from such talent!
AaragonNega Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're really to kind! Thanks once again!
xnekomancer Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the fav! Please check out my profile for more anime and video game art! :D
Aki-RoseBlood13 Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
np :meow:
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